Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Still ALIVE



Hi everyone.
Yes, I am still alive although not in the mood of updating my blog. This month is really stressful. (ateh jing you know this story but there's more..)

My series of unfortunate events with divine intervention:
  • We are engaged in the transport business. We provide car rental services (trucks or van..) to commercial agencies or production (the one who does commercial ads on TV). We recently hired a driver who has been applying to us years before. This driver turned out to be a professional carnapper.. this was his modus operandi!! tsk tsk.. the policemen in our place help us track that crook. i went with my parents in searching for our car and catching that bad guy!! i felt like i was in a reality tv show!! and thank god,, we got our car back and that so-called driver turned carnapper is now in jail.. tsk tsk

  • I was riding the jeepney once and i was really irritated with the guy beside me. I noticed his hands were underneath his backpack (i thought he was masturbating!!! no joke, because i had numerous encounters with guys doing this one!!! YUCK!) anyways, I was really staring at him and suddenly i realized that he was a thief trying to open the bag of the girl on his other side. When i got down, the girl beside him also got down the jeepney and i noticed her bag was ripped. I instantaneously notified her about it and she was really scared but we both thank GOD nothing was taken!! (she has two cellphones!)

  • Last week was my preliminary exams.. I was crying on the bus on my way home because i have an inkling i failed that subject. I was busy texting my friends about my dilemma. When the bus was nearing my street, I slid my cellphone in the pocket of my bag. I started walking inside the bus but the guys who were standing were obstructing my way. I did not mind them at all because I was really devastated with my exams. When I got home.. POOF my cellphone is gone. :S

  • BF and I are in a VERY COMPLICATED STATUS. Is love enough to keep a relationship going?

  • I think I failed my examinations. I am really depressed. I have been crying myself to sleep. I don't know what to do. I really do not know what's gonna happen. I study hard to the point of depriving myself of sleep and time for myself and for my loved ones. I really want to finish my law studies without any failing mark. :C I really hate this feeling. I feel so incompetent. :C
I will try to do a decent update soon. :C

31 comments:

  1. awwww...
    i feel so sorry for you when i was reading this post naman
    *hugs*

    -as for the car..
    well, at least on the bright side you got the car back & the guy is already in jail...good thing!

    -as for the thief
    the girl is lucky because it was you who saw what happened & you notified her immediately after realizing it.good thing its not you
    take care,girl!

    -as for the cellphone
    let's just thank god that nothing happened to you...its only a cellphone.although i know that it already have a sentimental value but on the bright side you're safe
    *hugs*

    -as for the love life
    couples undergo phases like this,right?
    you have been together for like 7yrs+,diba?
    maybe you just need to spice things up a bit..
    ill not go into details for love advice..hahaba to e
    hehe

    -as for the exam
    be positive...you gave it your best!
    im sure God knows how hard you worked for that...let's just keep our fingers crossed

    & just continue to smile,girl
    *hugs*

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  2. glad to know you are still alive! but OH MYYYY! what a series of events!!! with that carnapper!??! and sorry to hear about your cellphone being stolen! :( about your exams, im praying for the best! i know that feeling b/c i was in a similar situation when i was still in school! :( keep ya head up girl! take care!

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  3. so sorry to read what you've been through lately and still are going through. I hope everything will turn out good for you, hun!

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  4. donna :(

    wala ako idea na sunod2x yan.
    pero sometimes life is like that. pero kasunod niyan buhos ng blessing.

    the most impt is WE are still alive, and WE keep on existing day after day...

    i can totally relate with your school problems. do not worry naiintindihan ko. makakabawi ka.
    aral lang ng aral. wag hihinto.
    ihi lang pahinga...

    i love you donna... and take care of yourself always :)

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  5. donnarence, i'm sorry about the series of unfortunate events that has happened to you. i hope things get better soon. we're here if you need anything :)

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  6. Oh hun... I'm so sorry that things have been so roungh for you. I really hope that things start turning around for you soon my dear <3 I can only imagine the stress that you're going through right now, and I'd wish things are better.

    Things between you and your bf should hopefully get better when all of your stresses go away a little. I know that when everything around me is going bad, my relationships tends to suffer.

    And about failing your exam, there's really nothing you can do about it anymore. You need to look past it and just remember that you must do better on your next one. Dwelling on your mistakes for the exam will just hold you back from going through your next one with confidence. I know it's hard to just move on, but you really have to try your best to. I know exactly how you're feeling because I had a class last semester which I struggled with a LOT and didn't always do well. Just try to keep studying for your next one and try your best to be optimistic :) And try not to let all of the creepers that you've come across get to you and effect your studies beautiful <3

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  7. girl you are alive and i hope that you are doing well now. awww babe don't worry things will get better!

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  8. awe, things seem to be frustrating right now. and I know that its very stressful, especially with your school status. but remember your title. . . you're STILL ALIVE. I hope your days brighten.

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  9. aww hun!
    I hope things get better.

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  10. hi donnarence. it seems like you're going through a rough patch these days. i hope that things get better soon. ^^

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  11. Donna! I'm so sorry for what you've been through! :(
    Don't give up... There's always a reason for everything.

    "This, too, shall pass..."
    I'm so sorry you have to go through this, you seem like a nice girl :(

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  12. gosh.. parang movie.. wawa ka naman sis, what a month! but i hope you're okay :C

    what happened w/ the bf? :C

    about failing, that's life hun. but i know you're great! *hugs*

    and thanks for the site sis!

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  13. oh donna...im so sorry to hear the last 3 parts..being in this kind of situation really makes us tougher..just think of this as an obstacle,and never give up to finish it..LOVE is not enough to keep a relationship going,theres a lot of people who love their partner,but never learned how to understand or respect each other,but its enough reason for me not to let go..remember NINA's song "LOVE MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAY" =p, donna dear youre smart..i can tell..for godsake youre a deans lister right? if you have those time na nareremind sayo na you might failed the examination,divert your thoughts to something else,crying is okay but after that you have to straighten yourself okay?take care dons ^_^

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  14. I'm sorry to hear you are in such a stressful condition.don't be discouraged, things may look very bad but you have family n friends whom you can trust n share your burden with.
    Abt the exam,I think if you"ve done your best its time to let God do the rest. I know its easy to say than do,but really you can't do much now,n stressing too much may affect your health.please takecare.
    And as for you and bf, since I don't know the problem I can't say much,but sometimes you need more than love.
    I hope things get better soon. Take care

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  15. i'm sorry to hear about your stressful week. i'm sure everyone goes through it too, but I hope you feel better.
    ->school= it's hard. getting in may seem easy, but getting out is so complicated. i know how you feel and i too was in the same position. i isolated myself from my husband and son. it's a horrible feeling and yet so selfish.
    ->love= no one really knows what love is. All i can really say is that..Love is like a pot of water. We add our spice to it, it warms up, boils, spills, but once consume it's delightful.

    i hope you feel better; good luck.

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  16. hey hey donna dear cheer up!!! pwede ka pa naman bumawi isipin mo lang may mas mabigat pang problema kaysa sayo and sabi nga nila di lahat ng araw masaya tayo or lahat ng araw eh pabor satin.. with the b.f sana magusapan kayong 2 kung ano man ang dahilan kung bkit kayo naging complicated lahat yan eh napapagusapan :)sakin lang kung mahal mo isang tao bkit mo hahayaan mawala ..you are smart Donna wag mo hayaang lamunin ka ng problema ..:D just PRAY HARD and DONT LOSE HOPE!!! THINK POSITIVE !! AJA!!

    p.s gosh GOD IS GOOD swerte nyo nabalik pa yun kotse no hay naku kahirapan ng buhay talagan sa panahong di na natin alam kung sino pagtitiwalaan ngaun no?!:C

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  17. Sis, namiss ko mga post mo. Pero this latest post of yours is unexpected. I really am so sorry. Be strong girl. Everything happens for a reason. Hayaan mo na yung cellphone mo, materyal lang na bagay yan. Hindi ka naman siguro bumagsak. Cheer up girl. Marami nagmamahal sa'yo. With regard to your BF, I hope maaayos mo rin yan. Talagang dumadaan yang problema pero lilipas rin yan.

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  18. Hey, Donna! What's going on with you? I read it all and so sorry!!!!
    Just good luck to you and take care of yourself!

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  19. Its seem that you are going thru a rough time. I hope things will be better in time. God bless. *hugs*

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  20. Oh no, Donna :( I'm sorry to hear what's going on with you.

    I dealt with the same thing, "the car napping thing". One of the drivers took it to a gambling, and gambled with it & lost it. But we eventually got it back after a very, very long time. (This is in the Philippines) But glad to know that yours is back!

    And OMG! That robber is so bad! Good thing nothing happened to the girl and to the rest of the people in the jeepney.

    And it's okay, people can lose cellphone, money... but if you weren't harm, that's all that matters =D

    I feel you about exams. I know yours is worst though. I had that last semester, I went insane. I couldnt drive, I couldnt think, I felt so worthless because I knew my grades were slipping because of work as well. But I needed to work! I need to pay for tuition, and my books, and my bills... it's not easy =( But eventually, I learned how to pull through. It's a hard road, but I know you'll do fine dear! YOU'RE GOING TO BE A LAWYERR! I believe in you.

    I'm so sorry to hear about you and your bf. I'm in the same situation as mine. (Thats why I disappeared for awhile) It's really hard, especially the years that was spent together. And who am I to talk about what to do, because I don't know what's going on with mine. But what I can say is, no matter what happens, do what makes you happy, and what makes you complete =] And if fate/destiny wants you and him to be together, it will work out on its own. yeee =D

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  21. OMG sweetie! How are you doing now? *hugs*

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  22. I really like how you take your pics :)

    Anyway, the jeepney incident is so scary! :(

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  23. hi, donna! long time, no see. first of all, you look very stunning in your pic. secondly, sorry to hear about these misfortunes that have been happening. all i know is that these are trials. lilipas lahat ito. not only are you a strong woman, but the lord is always on your side. 'di ka nya pababayaan.

    as for the thieves, mabuti nahuli yung carnapper. i'm also glad 'di nanakawan yung babae sa jeepney. as for your cellphone, that guy who took it will eventually pay the price for his bad deeds.

    about you and your bf, i'm very sorry to hear about your complicated status. i hope things will get better between the two of you.

    take care of yourself, sis and god bless. :)

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  24. ugh so sorry to hear all those malas haay ganyan talaga kahit ako may araw na tlgang minamalas! its good na nahuli na ung carnaper na yan pra d na mang carnap pa ulit! fail or not sa test, ur still great think positive lagi di ba! :D cge ingats ingats ingats lagi!

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  25. Oh dear lord...so many things happen at once. I can totally understand why you don't feel like blogging, the same with me. As long as my life isn't back on track how can I have any energy to devote? We'll still be here when you start blogging again. *hugs*

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  26. i'm sorry to hear about that (everything). hang in there donnarence :) for sure things will get better soon sis :)

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  27. Donna, I just read this series of unfortunate events. :(

    I hope you are doing well. :)

    *hug*

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  28. Oh hun... I'm so sorry that things have been so roungh for you. I really hope that things start turning around for you soon my dear <3 I can only imagine the stress that you're going through right now, and I'd wish things are better.

    Things between you and your bf should hopefully get better when all of your stresses go away a little. I know that when everything around me is going bad, my relationships tends to suffer.

    And about failing your exam, there's really nothing you can do about it anymore. You need to look past it and just remember that you must do better on your next one. Dwelling on your mistakes for the exam will just hold you back from going through your next one with confidence. I know it's hard to just move on, but you really have to try your best to. I know exactly how you're feeling because I had a class last semester which I struggled with a LOT and didn't always do well. Just try to keep studying for your next one and try your best to be optimistic :) And try not to let all of the creepers that you've come across get to you and effect your studies beautiful <3

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  29. awe, things seem to be frustrating right now. and I know that its very stressful, especially with your school status. but remember your title. . . you're STILL ALIVE. I hope your days brighten.

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  30. girl you are alive and i hope that you are doing well now. awww babe don't worry things will get better!

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